Breath HARD, Chest Pounding

If things good well then it will happen. Most likely that will all happen once the world ends and the we all stand there with our faces towards the sky and wondering what we could have changed to be better in our last minutes. I sit here just thinking and thinking about the same damn thing and i would love to know: What compels people to think that the unknown will never be discovered? I'm pretty much sick to my stomach as i sit and stare at this blank face across the room and think WTF is so special about u? I would say that its wonderful, beautiful, sweet, caring and makes me so happy. But is that enough? Its funny how things are great one min but shitty the next. The closer i think i am getting is all in my head b/c the gap just continues to grow. And its funny as i look down and read my shirt.... "Love is Blind"

I N L O V E W I T H S O M E T H I N G T H A T S I M P A S S I V E

FUCKING AWESOME

I haven't made a new post in a while now. It's not the fact that i have been so damn busy with life and other things b/c i have thought about several things that i wanted to talk about and post. I feel as though if i had a better phone then the piece of shit purple one that i so happen to have that speaker has some how manage to blow for no good apparent reason i would be able to post shit right from there. Hence i will be getting a upgrade soon enough to a heaven sent fully keyed boarded phone.

In a matter of 10 days a lot of things have happening to be going to shit. I am finding out that some people aren't who they really are. Some others are basically dick heads that continue to bitch about the same shit over and over and over and over.... oh did i forget to say over..... fuck just deal with the fact that it happen and move the fuck on in life already nigga. Have you ever happen to hang out with someone so much over a short period of time that now u just want to committee murder to the 1st? well i don't feel that way at all :D

Oh and the biggest thing that is just icing on the cake is the fact that my retarded ass fucking boss decided to take the fam down to the river for a nice little vacation in the middle of the week.... He failed epically by not even letting me know that he was going to be gone.... so what does that mean.... i woke up the next morning fucking bright and early.... got dressed and ate.... walked out my front door and walked to my work site. 10mins go pass.... 23mins go pass.... its ight he's always late..... 35mins go pass.... thinking to my self "shit thats 30 mins of pay gone"...... 48mins go pass.... WTF nigga been here for nearly a hour..... 52mins now have passed total..... FUCK im going home. I also called and texted him 15 mins into waiting there. I then come back and bull shit around the house ready for a call or something so i can spring out the door the thing that allows me to shower my self in cash at the end of every week.

No Call Ever Came..... so its now like what 2:20-2:30 in the pm and i just go and meet up with a friend and say ahh fuck it... DAY OFF. The cycle restarts it self the next day but i am prepared this time..... there will be no waking to bright and earliness.... no not today bitch! So i woke up 5 mins pass the time i woke up yesterday... fucking sucked so much cuz my body now just wakes me up at the Bright and Early time now. But u know what it doesn't faze me any because all i am thinking is "TODAY IS PAYDAY!... Let the shower of bills come down on me" Then a co-worker of mind calls me to punch me in the god damn head with.... So since Boss is away on vacation..... HOW ARE WE GOING TO GET PAID?..... this point had completely slipped my mind and i feel as though i was to worried about the money in my hand and not about how it was going to be handed over. So i sit in the house most of the day looking out the window close to every 5-10mins just wondering where the hell this nigga is since i called him several times and got no response at all to working that day also. I get the call back around 5:40 from him finally after a day and a half of not seeing him or hearing from him about work.

I MISSED THE FUCKING CALL He called me as i was in the shower.... i call back and get no response.... so i call back.... back to back for the next 10mins and never got a fucking answer. As i did that a friend of mine that tried to call just left me a voice mail.... so i was like ahh well let me just listen to what she has to say because i usually just delete them and call the person back but as the automated came up she spoke beautiful words by letting me know that i have two new voice mails. I just deleted the one from my friend without getting to far into the message in hope's that it was from my Boss and it was. YES.... YESS.... YESSS... YEESSSSS!!!! He then shot me in the chest by saying..... "Sorry i am at the river with the family and i won't be back till Sunday..... oh and sorry for not letting u know about us not working yesterday and today but have a good weekend and shit" (by the way he sounds exactly like Crunk from the Emperor's New Groove... if u ever seen that movie) Yea so i am suppose to have a good weekend broke pretty much. I mean i did have plans and a birthday gift that needed to be bought but yea its all good.... just have a fucking GOOD WEEKEND and SHIT!

Are u fucking kidding me..... i wanted to make a trip down to the river and drown him in it. But thats unmoral if i did that shit. So on top of me having to think about retarded people that i deal with and all the other things that were just shitting on me that i failed to mention because this entry would be way to long i am now broke and have no money once again and i am suppose to have a good whatever...... its all just Fucking Awesome.


Oh Yea and today is Monday and i still haven't gotten paid yet.... i wonder how long this will last.

Space Tiger

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