Breath HARD, Chest Pounding

If things good well then it will happen. Most likely that will all happen once the world ends and the we all stand there with our faces towards the sky and wondering what we could have changed to be better in our last minutes. I sit here just thinking and thinking about the same damn thing and i would love to know: What compels people to think that the unknown will never be discovered? I'm pretty much sick to my stomach as i sit and stare at this blank face across the room and think WTF is so special about u? I would say that its wonderful, beautiful, sweet, caring and makes me so happy. But is that enough? Its funny how things are great one min but shitty the next. The closer i think i am getting is all in my head b/c the gap just continues to grow. And its funny as i look down and read my shirt.... "Love is Blind"

I N L O V E W I T H S O M E T H I N G T H A T S I M P A S S I V E

FUCKING AWESOME

I haven't made a new post in a while now. It's not the fact that i have been so damn busy with life and other things b/c i have thought about several things that i wanted to talk about and post. I feel as though if i had a better phone then the piece of shit purple one that i so happen to have that speaker has some how manage to blow for no good apparent reason i would be able to post shit right from there. Hence i will be getting a upgrade soon enough to a heaven sent fully keyed boarded phone.

In a matter of 10 days a lot of things have happening to be going to shit. I am finding out that some people aren't who they really are. Some others are basically dick heads that continue to bitch about the same shit over and over and over and over.... oh did i forget to say over..... fuck just deal with the fact that it happen and move the fuck on in life already nigga. Have you ever happen to hang out with someone so much over a short period of time that now u just want to committee murder to the 1st? well i don't feel that way at all :D

Oh and the biggest thing that is just icing on the cake is the fact that my retarded ass fucking boss decided to take the fam down to the river for a nice little vacation in the middle of the week.... He failed epically by not even letting me know that he was going to be gone.... so what does that mean.... i woke up the next morning fucking bright and early.... got dressed and ate.... walked out my front door and walked to my work site. 10mins go pass.... 23mins go pass.... its ight he's always late..... 35mins go pass.... thinking to my self "shit thats 30 mins of pay gone"...... 48mins go pass.... WTF nigga been here for nearly a hour..... 52mins now have passed total..... FUCK im going home. I also called and texted him 15 mins into waiting there. I then come back and bull shit around the house ready for a call or something so i can spring out the door the thing that allows me to shower my self in cash at the end of every week.

No Call Ever Came..... so its now like what 2:20-2:30 in the pm and i just go and meet up with a friend and say ahh fuck it... DAY OFF. The cycle restarts it self the next day but i am prepared this time..... there will be no waking to bright and earliness.... no not today bitch! So i woke up 5 mins pass the time i woke up yesterday... fucking sucked so much cuz my body now just wakes me up at the Bright and Early time now. But u know what it doesn't faze me any because all i am thinking is "TODAY IS PAYDAY!... Let the shower of bills come down on me" Then a co-worker of mind calls me to punch me in the god damn head with.... So since Boss is away on vacation..... HOW ARE WE GOING TO GET PAID?..... this point had completely slipped my mind and i feel as though i was to worried about the money in my hand and not about how it was going to be handed over. So i sit in the house most of the day looking out the window close to every 5-10mins just wondering where the hell this nigga is since i called him several times and got no response at all to working that day also. I get the call back around 5:40 from him finally after a day and a half of not seeing him or hearing from him about work.

I MISSED THE FUCKING CALL He called me as i was in the shower.... i call back and get no response.... so i call back.... back to back for the next 10mins and never got a fucking answer. As i did that a friend of mine that tried to call just left me a voice mail.... so i was like ahh well let me just listen to what she has to say because i usually just delete them and call the person back but as the automated came up she spoke beautiful words by letting me know that i have two new voice mails. I just deleted the one from my friend without getting to far into the message in hope's that it was from my Boss and it was. YES.... YESS.... YESSS... YEESSSSS!!!! He then shot me in the chest by saying..... "Sorry i am at the river with the family and i won't be back till Sunday..... oh and sorry for not letting u know about us not working yesterday and today but have a good weekend and shit" (by the way he sounds exactly like Crunk from the Emperor's New Groove... if u ever seen that movie) Yea so i am suppose to have a good weekend broke pretty much. I mean i did have plans and a birthday gift that needed to be bought but yea its all good.... just have a fucking GOOD WEEKEND and SHIT!

Are u fucking kidding me..... i wanted to make a trip down to the river and drown him in it. But thats unmoral if i did that shit. So on top of me having to think about retarded people that i deal with and all the other things that were just shitting on me that i failed to mention because this entry would be way to long i am now broke and have no money once again and i am suppose to have a good whatever...... its all just Fucking Awesome.


Oh Yea and today is Monday and i still haven't gotten paid yet.... i wonder how long this will last.

Space Tiger

Add to the list.

OMG WTF!

Why in the hell am I up at this time.... it makes no sense and i have work in a couple hours.... fuck this shit.

Blazer Low SB Teal/Goldtone

So i think that i am definitely going to become one of those SB heads.... i mean i like a couple b/c there sweet to me and im not one of those that are like.... must cop cuz there SB's but i guess only time will tell. Cop another pair by the way.

Must Cop

Girl Talk new album "Feed the Animals" is excellent.... he is a absolute genius. Never have i heard anything like this before and mixed so well either. Check out his myspace page to check out the album and also download it if u like it. Girl Talk: Feed the Animals

Dr. Feelgood

Ran in and came out..... got em and not looking back.... there to sick.

Theme Song

Sick Ass Song!

Scrubs

Hand down one of the best and funniest shows on tv

Chaos=Order

So in the world of Japanese Comics Air Gear is definitely one of my most favorite out of the 200+ different ones i have read. It basically throws japan, motorized skates, life and a whole bunch of super sick shit together. This is a must read comic series and its still going on so more great ass chapters will be released. To any one that actually has read the series..... i am so excited about the these past chapters that were released. My most favorite character of them all Kazu aka Stealth has returned to his normal self and has shown us all just how sick he is and whats to come in the future. Not just that but all the random events that have happen so far are now coming together and the story is about to kick off the extreme ass battles that everyone has been waiting for. I really can't wait till all these next chapters hit www.onemanga.com

WTF?

So recently i have found myself watching the Travel Channel for hours at a time as i watch back to back episodes of Anthony Bourdain No Reservations and Bizarre Foods with Andrew Zimmern. These two shows are both excellent when it comes to eating the most weird shit..... i mean they do happen to eat things that aren't looked down upon to much. Still between the two Anthony Bourdain is the more no holds bar guy, he is a writer and loves to travel along with dine on a bunch of different cuisine's but he must always have a beer and a cigarette while and after he eats. Andrew Zimmern is definitely the one to eat the weirdest shit hands down though. He him self is a chef that is now traveling to find new and different type of things to eat. He wouldn't turn down anything that is presented to him. All i know is that both of these shows are excellent and its definitely something to look out for and watch. Nothing better then watching a couple of dudes munch down on a deep fried scorpion, snake, bull testicles, sauted grub worms or a sharks head with rice noodles plus so much more.

Trail and Error

Speak the truth and your looked at like your fucking crazy. Lie and your shit out of luck..... i guess the best solution to this shit is not to speak at all. Maybe then we will all start to understand one another.

WANTS..... NO I SAY NEEDS

These are the Oakley Frogskins Matte Neon Shades that are released this month. A new color will be released next month as well and these i must get a pair of. Of course to go with the glasses is the 10 Deep Truth Lies shirt and the Alife Everybody Mids which i must get..... the shoes are way to sweet.

BLAST THIS

N.E.R.D. Seeing Sounds...... i have waited a long time for a new album by them. This album i feel as though is going to have sick track after sick track. I have listened to a couple tracks that have been released so far and i love every thing i have heard so far. This is a must cop album when it hits the stores.

Down Time

A UK graphic design artist who goes by the name SAWDUST that i happen to stumble upon recently, viewed and liked all the pieces of work. These are just a couple out of all the pieces that i really liked.